im back

huaaaa long time no blogging and i miss it so much. so many stories i should tell you guys so just see my next posts :)

best nick names

i just wanna share the best nick names that i ever got from my someone special alomost one year ago. they are CI,CHYAN,HUN. honestly i really miss it. but because of missunderstanding we have to broke and end it up. it really hurt me! and now i want he to know that i miss him so much!

miss it

hufhh udh lama bgt gw gag nge-blog.. miss it! haha.. hmm banyak bgt crita" yg blom di posting di me and diary gw ini. tp gw gag bisa nulis hari ini jg karena lg ada tgs" yg harus diselesaiin.. tp gw janji dlm 2-3 hari bsk,gw bakalan ngeposting sesuatu yg baru.. yg psti ttg hal" yg lg happenning di hidup gw.. and now i have to go so see u later. : )

special day

well, its kinda late post but yeah i just wanna say merry christmast to everybody.. may your life full of joy and happiness.. GBU all : ))







hmm,actually i feel really" happy because on december 25th,,beside it was a christmas day, it was my birthday too.. how lucky i am ! : ))))))
so i just wanna thank God for the blessing that he has given to me until now..
then please always be with me where ever,when ever,and what ever i am.. luv u always : D

KARMA

berjuta kali udah lu nyakitin gw, berjuta kali lu ngatain n ngejelek"in gw padahal gw gag pernah merendahkan lu.
tp gw gag peduli karna gw tau Tuhan gag pernah tidur,Dy tau semua hal yang udah lu lakuin k gw. dan gw percaya bgt sama yang namanya 'KARMA' dan gw yakin karma itu akan berlaku dan membalas setiap kejahatan yang gw terima. gw bukannya menyimpan dendam, tp gw gag bisa membohongi kalau gw bener" udah disakitin. mungkin saat ini lu tertawa sekeras-kerasnya ngeliat gw terus-terusan nangis kaya orang bego ! tapi suatu saat nanti banyaknya air mata kesedihan yang udah gw keluarin akan sama banyaknya dengan air mata yang akan gw keluarin karena kebahagian gw melihat lu menderita !

The Truth

well i just wanna thanks God for showing me the truth that he is full of damn shit things !he lies with me too much..i LOVED him so much..
becareful, read it again..I LOVED HIM..LOVED meaning past..so no more love left for him..in fact, He LOVED me too.but he HURT me so much too.. honestly yesterday i still cant forget about u but now u make me can forget about u. u show me the things that make me feel,, Oh my God i think u dont deserve to have my love anymore. well just wanna telling the world that i've been disappointed. u slander me ! how cruel it is ! u tell the world like i am a bad girl.. but its okay. thats life ! sometimes people hate u and dont like u. but i believe that there are many people out there who love me sincerely. the truth has been revealed. no matter what u said about me, u just my past. i admite that u ever be a part of my lovestory, a part of my happiness but the fact u cant keep it on. so yeahh i will keep goin what ever it takes. because my life has just begun !

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